Like, Lananana etc.

This is the only good thing to come out of snow.

Yes. My name in the snow.

But seriously… It was snowing like fuck today!
It was literally a snow storm, and the wind was blowing in like 3 different directions at the same time. I felt like a fucking snowball when i came home from being out there for 25mins, 4 times…. Walking to daycare… walking back from daycare…. then walking to daycare again, then walking back from daycare again.
And pushing a pram in snow up to my shins was bullshit as well!

Don’t get me wrong, snow is beautiful……………………. If you’re inside, and you have someone to cuddle with.

I really hope it’s not snowing this much again tomorrow… Fucked if i’m walking ot in that shit again.

/end rant.

My last night in Helsingborg :(

This has been my home for the past 5 months and 4 days since i arrived in Sweden…

I’ve just gotten used to this place.. I feel like i know it like the back of my hand… But now it’s time to go.

Time for a new beginning, and what feels to be a new chapter in my life.

I feel like there’s already so much history with myself and this area, and i can honestly say that these 5 months have definitely made me grow a lot stronger as an individual, mentally and emotionally.
There’s so much that has been going on here, and as much as i will miss this place, and my friends that will still be living here (not too mention that AMAZING Thai place just across the road from my current apartment, and the Chinese place across the road from that), i think this move will prove to be a challenge for me, but in a positive way (i hope), and the outcome will be good and worth it.

SO… Bring on Malmö!! It’s a much bigger city then Helsingborg, so it’s going to take me a while to adjust and find my way around, but i’ll get there eventually!

Although, i will miss the intimacy of this smaller city… I think it will be a nice change to live in a bigger city… There’s more to explore ;)
Plus the whole “excitement” of being in Sweden kind of wore off a couple of months ago, so hopefully moving to another city will bring back the “excited” feeling :)

But i won’t be able to stay away from Helsingborg for too long, i will more than likely be up here on the weekends :) 50min train ride… It isn’t so bad…

Goodbyeeee Helsingborg!! I’ll miss you :(

Malmö, please be kind to me :P

My American friend Anna, and i had a bit of fun in the snow today, and whilst we were in the city, we got our piercings changed (we both got dermal anchors together about 6 weeks ago). Fun times! :)

I have started writing a lot again… I bought this pretty little journal last week, and have been writing in it sooo much since i bought it!

Totally worth every penny… I think if it wasn’t so damn pretty, i wouldn’t be writing in it so much hahaha.

But seriously, i’ve missed writing… I haven’t had a journal or anything since i was back in Australia… Plus i bet this journal will be much more interesting then my one back home haha.

Seems that I have been held, in some dreaming state
A tourist in the waking world, never quite awake
No kiss, no gentle word could wake me from this slumber
Until I realise that it was you who held me under

Felt it in my fist, in my feet, in the hollows of my eyelids
Shaking through my skull, through my spine and down through my ribs

No more dreaming of the dead as if death itself was undone
No more calling like a crow for a boy, for a body in the garden
No more dreaming like a girl so in love, so in love
No more dreaming like a girl so in love, so in love
No more dreaming like a girl so in love with the wrong world

And I could hear the thunder and see the lightning crack
All around the world was waking, I never could go back
Cos all the walls of dreaming, they were torn right open
And finally it seemed that the spell was broken

And all my bones began to shake, my eyes flew open
And all my bones began to shake, my eyes flew open

No more dreaming of the dead as if death itself was undone
No more calling like a crow for a boy, for a body in the garden
No more dreaming like a girl so in love, so in love
No more dreaming like a girl so in love, so in love
No more dreaming like a girl so in love with the wrong world

Snow White’s stitching up the circuitboards
Synapse slipping through the hidden door
Snow White’s stitching up the circuitboard

No more dreaming of the dead as if death itself was undone
No more calling like a crow for a boy, for a body in the garden
No more dreaming like a girl so in love, so in love
No more dreaming like a girl so in love, so in love
No more dreaming like a girl so in love with the wrong world

Snow White’s stitching up the circuitboards
Synapse slipping through the hidden door
Snow White’s stitching up the circuitboard
Synapse slipping through the hidden door

I just adore her <3

- Stop spending so much money on booze

- Stop spending so much money on clothes/accessories when im bored

- Get out of the house more

- Be more social

- Be more responsible

- Become fluent in Swedish

- Save money

Hmm… That’s a lot, but i guess my main focus is becoming fluent in Swedish and saving money..

Let’s see how i go…